i can't seem to silence these voices

falling is peculiar... because it's not until you reach the bottom of the hole, that you can start to climb your way out.
so does this mean that every time you fall in love... you will hit rock bottom and have to pick yourself off the floor and dig your way out... no because love is like a crazy safety net that noone can puncture... real love is inpenetratable.

you've got the love I need to see me through

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQZhN65vq9E



my grandmother once told me "people won't love you unless you love yourself" and to me it's interesting that we spend our lives self improoving in order to impress oither people, when our biggest critict.... is ourselves.

on the first page of our story, the future seemed so bright

the story of me and you isn't a tragedy, it isnt a horror , it's a comedy. because i must laugh at how naiive and stupid i was to fall for you or anyone like you. We are a sitcom, because in real life, out story seems impossible, and we are a mystery, because honestly, what the fuck were we doing?

Ri Ri

I can't explain myself, I'm afraid, Sir, because I'm not myself you see.

it's the beautiful people they want, it's the beautiful people they flaunt

heres a lsit of things i can't do

i cant imagine my life without glitter
i cant stop loving people when i should
i cant tell my mother and father how much i owe them
i cant simpathize with teenage moms.... WEAR A FUCKING RUBBAHHH
i cant spell very good
i cant wait to GTFO of boston latin
i cant tolerate people who talk about the dumbest shit
i cant remember dec 31/jan 1 of last year
i cant get past how much i hate my neck...
i cant lick my elbow.... and i will not lick yours.
i cant date a white boy
i cant imagine what id do if i met nicki minaj
i cant sit in a room with a baby momma and not try to attack her
i cant stop wearing that bracelet i stole from you.... :)
i cant stop thinking about how great sex with seijah drake or khadeejah clemons would bee
i cant fall in love again and get hurt... im nto strong enough
i cant not talk shit and stare about napppy headed hoodrats
i cant say a bad thing about thais glazman.... shes truely a best friend
i cant date a dude with a VAGINA.... i didnt ask forr u too tickle mee... lets FUCK.
i cant not be dissapointed in how i look... i have so much to improoove.
i cant apologize enough to every red head... you were truly cursed. ( besides a few)
i cant believe how far i have come since 2009... im the baddest fucking bitch
i cant stop smokinnggg
i cant fucking wait for KE$HAAA GET SLEAASSSYY TOUURR APRIL 12, 2011
i cant thank lady gaga enough for helping me unleasshhh the inner fucking beast.
i cant stop swearing
i cant let a girl take the train at night by herself without worryingg the whole time
i cant ever hate jesus.... but i can hate the catholic church
i cant apologize enough to everyone ... im sorry i was the ugliest 7th grader ever..
i cant not laugh at a fupa
i cant understand wtf dr. yu sayssss
i cant wait to fucking graduateee BLSHIT
i cant thank kerry goode enough for changing my life, ill always be here, Kylie Marie
i cant ski or snowboard or skateboard or surf
i cant make a babyy
i cant donate a kidney... i only have one
i cant remember my natural hair color
i cant forget my struggllee to get where i am
i canntt stoppp being fucking awesommmee
i cant dislike miley cyrus
i cant stop getting tatttoooss...
i cant predict the future
i cant deal with hoes
i cant spend my life alone
i cant settle for average
i cant have big fun... if hes got a smalll dick
i cant be as cool as willow smith
i cant imagine who will take over as Bls queen bitch when i leave... hmmm
i cant thank my friend enough... thank you for the nights, the drinks, the smiles, the laughs, the yelling, the smokee filled rooms, the glitter, the dancing the love
i cant offer any words of kindness to haters... they can just kill themselves.
i cant laugh it off... if you piss me off.. ill bite ya headz off
i cant save money
i cant not smile.... even if its jsut a fake smillee... always a smile


fuck bitches.... get money... ditch the bitch

when your sky is looking troubled, you can count on me, cause im gunna stay

i love you more than i did before

there are certain things i will never be.

i will never be a Lil' Kim fan
i will never be poor begging for money,
i will never be happy with my appearence
i will never see Avatar
i will never compromise who i am to make someone like me
i will never change into a woman
i will never be as skinny as i'd like
i will never wear flip flops and socks
i will never judge people for what drugs, etc. they have consumed
i will never stop being TEAM LINDSAY
i will never not look forward to the miss USA pageant
i will never eat meat again
i will never love a man anything like myself
i will never steal for the poor or less fortunate
i will never dislike someone because they wear furr
i will never tolerate someone eating veal around me since it is baby calf torture
i will never shot at tellos
i will never get so old that i need assisted living
i will never decide on a permanent hair color
i will never eat tuna , the smell is nausiating
i will never respect a man who mistreats his wife, girlfriend, lady friend, woman
i will never sit there and watch injustice happen to people who will not fight back
i will never tell when i am fake smiling or laughing
i will never break down and cry in front of a crowd
i will never let homophobia effect my life
i will never be friends with people who bring me down
i will never not like someone, just because my friend doesnt
i will never not help a fellow LGBT person, we are the smallest minority around
i will never judge someone by where they came from or where they've been, ex. oprah
i will never let myself be disrespected
i will never get with someone ugly, beauty isnt everything, but it's something
i will never be what people want me to be.
i will never stop swearing
i will never stop being a barbie
i will never be formal, i am not a formal handshaking person, im more of a hugger
i will never stop loving miley cyrus
i will never let someone insult any memeber of my family, they are incredible
i will never wear paisley in everyday attire
i will never wear one of those hats made out of a racoon
i will never go on a date with a boy to "the cheesecake factory" or "unos"
i will never be ashamed of what i am, i am gay and i am immensly proud of myself
i will never forget my nana and how she showed me she was fashionable til age 77
i will never not be arroused by the smell of Chanel No. 5
i will never go to the movies with ms. markiewicz, ever, or kalamazoo college.
i will never stop following my dreams
i will never loose touch with my family
i will never stop improoving mysself
i will never wear comfortable shoes with slip guards or crocs
i will never again let someone i loved tell me to loose weight, then he'd love me
i will never stop praying for the troops and people who are sick every single night
i will never loose my hatred for baby mamas, bitches think we all owe them something
i will never be a baby daddy
i will never choose between two friends, ill ditch you both, sawwwhz.
i will never get over how incrdibly ugly whitney port is,,,, love her style tho
i will never get talked out of something i really want
i will never have sex in public... no jailtime for mee
i will never doubt how fucking fabulous i am
i will never wear a hawaiin shirt, ever.
i will never remember that boys name, the one i was supposed to facebook, but forgot
i will never forget where i came from, and how far i've come
i will never chase after someone who doesnt want to be chased
i will never loose respect for my father and the sacrifices he makes
i will never stop giggling at people who fall down stairs
i will never admit it if i buy a new outfit for a date
i will never tell my secrets to beingg the baddest fucking bitch
i will never stop loving my dog Prince, he is my best friend.
i will never take kindly to authority
i will never not warn a brother when i see the policccceeeeeee
i will never send naked pics to some nasty ass banshi who will make a smutt page
i will never forget bridgette nee
i will never not defend hannah montana.
i will never doubt myself
i will never hate myself