i can't stop thinkin about him

if you request me again on faceboookk... i will bnot be accepoting.


you couldve had every part of me... now you cant even touch me.i would have given you my loveee.....now i cant even look at you.


suddenly my cellhpones blowing up... stop fucking calling me. we arent freinds. BYE.


you make me soo angry... and its sad. cause i love you.


i love you incrasingly.. at this point in my life.. i neeeded sonmeone like you.

and it hits me, like a title wave

" i think i just need a break from you" cuts me like a knife... what happened to the once kingdom we had together... our friendship was built up into this massive pallace... but like all the rest... our walls came crumbling down. I used to look at you with huge eyes, in awe, how could i ever meet someone so incredible... now i look at you with anger, regret, sadness, how could someone do this? and to their 'best friend' .... i could have walked you up the alter at your wedding.. i could have babysat your child while you and your husband ( who would be hardworking and funny just like your father cause i know thats your dream guy) go on some lavish vaction or to the bruins game or maybe jsut a night out.
everytime i meet someone, i instantly like themm... i try to keep all the bad stuff from gettign to me.. i dont wanna know the bad stuff about a friend... i stopped needing to fight away the bad stuff about you... cause their was none... until now.













guess it's jsut a silly song about how i love you, and how i lost you...

sh.................

when you text me... i want to scream. we had a nichole richie paris hilton decline.... and you havent even noticed.


16 + 5 = 21.... but your still 16 so stop fucking drinking. your trashy, have no class, and we are NOT friends.


the difference between me and you iss when you out on anything but that one outfit you look cute in.... your ugly as my foot. ugly people be QUIET.

12:42 am. I lie awake, with a whole in my heart.

12:43 am. Watching the clock... oh so sloowwwly. i need you.

12:47 am. text me, call me, tell me you love me, tell me you hate me,JUST TELL ME.

12;52 am. lying awake, lying to myself, i don't need you but i do. i do i do.