I cant breathe, Without you i get week

Thank you to everyone who has ever made me feel special, anyone who has ever made me feel loved, anyone who could possibly make me feel beautiful, thank you for always being there. Thank you to any friend who ever put up with me, thank you to people who stayed around and continued to be my friends, thank you to anyone who ever judged me, your judgements made me who i am. Thank you to the girls i am lucky enough to call my best friends, thank you for always being there. thank you to katie cahill for always being my best friend, thank you to everyone ive ever loved, you gave me something to do to fill my time. tahank you to the few boys who have accepted me and stuck up for me. thank you to nana burke for making me who i am. and thank you to lady gaga and miley cyrus, for showing me i am special, through lyrics and actions you have made me proud to be myself.

My heart, it beats, but inside im freezing

i sat their an imagined my life being over, me being somewhere else, no more pain no more tears, but also no more smiles or laughs. i imagined taking the fast way out and never facing anyone ever again, i imagined never coming back to this place and leaving. i imagined running away and never looking back. but i am not a quitter and i will not give up. i will make ti past the hate and make it past the stereotypes, i will make it to the other side, or i will die trying. i am not alone in my fight for surivial, i have some of the best friends i could ever ask for. everytime i imagine taking the easy way out, i imagine my friends, and quitting is not an option.

That's so Gay....

Gay does NOT mean stupid, or dumb or whatever people use it for. i hear people around me saying that's so gay... and it flows out naturally. then i hear yeah and its because your ( hesitation) gay. why can misusing the word be so easy, but callinf someone what they are be bad. i use the word.. GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY., but i use it with meaning. like it means to be a homosexual, to be attracted to the same sex. nowhere in the definiton does it mean stupid. so stop using.. get your heads out of your asses and stop. i dont walk around saying thats so straight so dony even use the word unless you know what it means. KNOCK IT OFF.
watch these commercials.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sWS0GVOQPs0 <- wanda sykes
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b_MIb3mYznE&feature=related <-- hillary duff.

Daily GAGA

DAILY ZAC

hello beautiful

there isnt a time when someone isnt worthy of someone else. if you've ever sat their thinking you weren't good enough for someone i assure you you were wrong,. if you ever felt inadequate.. then ill proe to you your good enough. you are good enough and never let anyone or anything convince you otherwise. you need to stand up and be proud, because confidence is a very sexy quality. don't ever let someone you feel unimportant, because ill show you your importance. you have the power to show people who you really are. you need to discover yourself and then share it with others. i discovered myself and i flaunt it. im proud of it. theres things about myself i want to change, but as a whole... im not too bad. please have some pride in yourself.

i wanna feel you by my side standing next to me

today was one of the best days of my life, and it had nothing to do with me. today two people who i thought were going to hate eachother for the rest of their lives made up, it had been a year since they'd been friends. worst of all. they are two of my best friends and i love them both very much. they stopped being friends over a boy. and they used to be BEST friends, you've never seen frends like this. and i used to cry alot over you two. and now i don't have to. i know you didnt do it for me, but thank you. thank you for showing me friendships will prosper and love does conquer all. thank you for bringing two of my best friends together again, thank you. i love you both.