What we had is in the past, was I naiive to think it would last

There is no 24 hours where i do not think of you, it's hard not to. you took up the majority of my life. ( well the part that mattered) i don't intend on following this through because that goes agaisnt everyting i am, but what i feel is endless. It sounds messed up, but id chose you over the glitz and the glamour, the fashion and the fame, because your better then that. being with you is a rush, its like a roller coaster. You don't rea;lize this, but when i make funny faces at you in the ahllway, it's not because you disgust me, its because i dont think a smile justifies how happy you make me. i dont know why i feel this way, its actually unnatural for me, but i do. thank you for always being there. sincerely Patrick Miley. ps. $10