Thursday, June 10, 2010
Realizations and Revelations
I have never been one to just let things go. I think about everything, i overthink, drive myself crazy thinking and think some moree. i take somethign as simple as a hug and i over anazluyse... I knew this one one timee... and everytime we hugged it felt different... we were "together" and each hug felt like we both never wanted to let go... thenn once we ended... when we hugged i felt this desperatee holdd onto what we hadd hugg... untill finally it was jsut a hugg. i felt nothinggg. it felt like licking a lollipop with no flavor.. it felt like chewing on cardboardd.... feelingless. and it truly is sad... because at one pointtt... those hugs were what i lived for. I see my friend grace every single day... and every day i run to her and hug her like its the last timmee... i feel safe with her. she makes me happy. i like to hug and so does shee.. so we aree embracing soulmates... I am also a hopeless ronantic... and i also believee in Romeo, Juliet ( or another Romeo) , Prince Charming, Happy endings, stsying faithful, kids, love at first sight, kissing in the rain, dancing like noones watching. i believe in love, but lovee isnt always beleivablee... sometimes its sooo great.. that you need to pinch yourself every single dayy ebcausee you thinkk there is no way your life could eb this goood... and once youve found that feeling... youve found love. in 7th grade.. i HATED ciara murphy... nw shes one of my best frendss... instantly in 8th grade we becamee besties... because instantly i knew it was love... we were best frends from the startt... and its hard to imaginee... but i love everything about her. I think maybe i hated ehr and talked about ehr in 7th grade because without knwoing... i liked her from the start znd maybee... jsut maybee.... i knew all alongg. Whether you overthink... or undernanalyseee somethingg.... its alwayss goood to thi nk thigns through.. because youu really openn yourr eyes... - XM
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