i am writing this as a sort of goodbye, a termination notice, a farewell. this is without a doubt the hardest post to write... because it means i lost, i failed. posting this means an automatic heartbreak i have already recieved. I am writing this to tell you i cannot cry over you anymore. i cant let myself be sad over you. this is my last farewell. i will continue to love you. but i am too shattered to keep going on like this. i am so deep in love that your all i think about... and when im not thinking about you... im just utterly upset. i am telling you that from now on i will no longer continue loving you. i will move on and leave you alone. i am sorry that i spent the last year or so liking you... but i really thought you were different. i cannot say i won't miss you, or that this won't make me cry. but i can promise you i will never feel this way about you again. for my own sanity, i must end this now.
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