i love you ( with a broken heart) at the end of a status immedietly changes the meaning of somethingi love you... is ALOT different from i love you( with a broen heart)
and in my case, im more the second one. not because someone just broke my heart, but because i have this huge hole from my last breakup that noone has filled. you cant have a whole heart without love, and love comes with struggle, and you must trust your struggles. i trust through all hte hate and heartbreak i will find someone who turns a broken heart into just heart. a simple slash my not seem liek much but to me its the difference between having someoen tio care about and not, feeling beutiful and feeling ugly, having someone to hold and not. and unfortunately i have none of those things and i do not feel ebautiful. beign without lvoe si like being in a marathon, and being in love and then loosing someone and then tryign to find lvoe again is like a marathon on a tredmill, because no matter how fast or hard you run, you get nowhere. i personally am getting myself out there, noone can love me before i can love myself and i cannot do that until i loose the amount of weight i want to and look how i want to. until then i will jsut remain broken hearted. it doesnt mean im broken hearted, it means theres a space in my heart that hasnt been filled yet. but it will be... in time.
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