Things I Know . . .

I know i will never be my ideal weight, but i am willing to try and get their my entire life
I know my life got 20 X harder the day i came out of the closet, and that i will face people in life who hate me for who i am, and i know i can NOT change their opinions and i can just go on and be me.
I know i will never have my natural hair color back, and honestly, i don't want it.
I know miley cyrus could never love me as much as i love her, i know i may never meet her, but i also know if i do she'll wanna see me again.
I know who my real friends are, and i realized it this year, and i love them seperately for different reasons.
I know what i am capable of and that when i am determined i can do extrordinary things.
I know there is something in the sky up there, it might not be god, but it's something.
I know i will never love someone as thoroughly as i loved the first girl i ever dated.
I know i could be dirt poor, but if i foudn true love i'd be happy.
I know god has bigger plans for me, that maybe i will be famous, maybe i will be a celebrity, maybe i will be a high end fashion designer.
I know i wont be happy until i am set free.
I know he'll never like me.
I know i'll never be straight.
I understand that life isn't easy, but i am willing to fight through it, if my freinds will fight with me, cause i need them now more than ever, to show me they'll always be there. It doesn't seem like much but little things friends to for me, are the reasons i wake up in the morning, whether it's a compliment or letting me borrow something, or writing me a note on occasion, i will never forget any of you, try not and forget me.